Chapter 26
LINDSEY'S POV
Call me bitch, I don't care. You hate me? Eh sino ka ba para pansinin ko?! I'm a manipulative bitch and i'm proud to be labeled like that. You want me to go to hell? Well see you there! Losers!
You want to know the truth why am i like this? Actually I am not bitter, I am not hateful, and I am not unforgiving. I just don't like River and that's the end of the story.
Since from the start everyone thinks she's better than me. She's pretty, she's talented, she's the daughter every parents wants to have. My own Mom even like her thats why i despise her. She took everything away from me. Even Vash..
It always struck me after how bizarre it was, how two people could look at one another with such tenderness and passion, and how quickly that could dissolve into nothing but who-are-you-anyway.
I have known Vash way back in first year college and I did everything for him to notice me but to my avail? he keeps on flirting and screwing other girls he'd encounter. Then River came out of the picture when she gotten closed with that Hiro guy. I know that bitch likes Hiro, and as long as Vash doesn't notice her, she's out of my way to get Vash.
But one night at Hiro's Party, I gathered all my strength to confess what I feel for Vash but i saw him escaped the crowd with River. I saw how they kissed and I even kept my eye on them until they occupied one room.
I thought their's was some kind of a one nightstand or they're just horny. I was even happy knowing Vash will have S** with her because like every other girls, Vash dropped them like a hot potato after a night full of joy. But I was so wrong..
I tried my very best just to get Vash's attention before and up untill now. In every places he went to, I was there. I witnessed how he screwed the entire metropolitan. But still I kept on following him and after all the hard works i had encountered i finally got his attention. We kissed, we made out but it only end there. I asked him to have S** with me but he declined. He doesn't even recognize me everytime we two meet and it hurts..
Was I bitter? Absolutely. Hurt? You bet your sweet ass I was hurt. Who doesn't feel a part of their heart break at rejection. You ask yourself every question you can think of, what, why, how come, and then your sadness turns to anger. That's my favorite part. It drives me, feeds me, and makes one hell of a story.
I want Vash for my self and only for my self. Some of the girls who was linked to him, I gave them a lesson they will never forget. I always make sure that every girls he might encounter will be labelled only as one of his lady in bed and nothing more.
I love Vash and i want him to love me even if it takes to change my personality. And it angered me most when he stopped screwing and he foccused to River. And well, just like the others, i will do everything it takes para mawala ang hadlang sa amin ni Vash.
And here I am trying to be a good sister to River so that I can get to be closed with my Love..
I saw River headed to the rooftop. I thought she was meeting Vash but looks like I found a better show. I took my phone and I started taking pictures of them while hugging. These pictures will help me someday.. And one more thing I found one of River's whereabouts.. Lucky isn't it??
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Hiro's POV
"P*tcha pare ang sexy talaga nila!" Warren
"Shet! I'm having a hard on right now." Vash
We all laughed.
"Tangna niyo pre, may mga girlfriend kayo pero saan-saan pa nakaka punta yang mga mata niyo!" Seb
"isusumbong kita kay River." Sabi ko kay Vash
"Wag na narinig ko na." River
River was behind Vash. Kakarating niya lang ata. Nandito kasi kami sa cafeteria at lunch time namin. As soon as they kissed ay umiwas ako ng tingin. Seeing them inlove makes me hurt.
Wala akong intensyon na guluhin sina River at Vash pero nakaka badtrip lang kasi tong nararamdaman ko. Mahal ko si Venice pero ayokong mapunta sa iba si River. Sabi nga nila doon mo lang malalaman ang halaga ng tao pag iba na ang nagmamay-ari sa kanya at wala na sayo ang atensyon niya. Tama nga naman, noong hinahabol habol ako ni River ay di ko binibigyang pansin pero ngayong pagmamay-ari na siya ni Vash ay eto ako at hinahabol siya.
Nasa huli nga naman kasi ang pagsisisi kung sana hindi ako naduwag na pormahan siya, sana sa akin siya masaya.
Titig na titig ako kay River ng tumingin siya sa akin pero agad rin namang umiwas. Potcha! Parang secret lovers lang kami eh. Alam kong naiilang siya. Ganoon din naman ako ah. Lalo na pag andiyan si Vash.Feeling ko tinatalo ko kaibigan ko.
Ibinaling ko na lamang ang mga mata ko sa tinitingnan ng halos lahat ng mga estudyante ngayon dito sa school. Paano naman kasi may mga waitress na naka costumes dito sa loob ng cafeteria. Kung sa ibang pagkakataon ay nakatutok rin sana ang mga mata ko sa kanila kaso binabagabag ako ng nararamdaman ko kay River.
"Initiation ata." Seb
tumingin kami ng nagsalita si Seb pero balik din agad sa mga babaeng nagliligpit ng pinagkainan ng ibang estudyante. Napatingin ako banda sa may cashier at meroon din doong apat na babae na kumukuha ng order ng naka attire rin.
Nakita niyo yung parang sa playboy magazine? Yungsuot ng mga models? Yun yung suot nila! Napatutok ang mga mata ko sa isang babae na naka suot ng catwoman costume. Agaw atensyon kasi siya. She have this long hair na may highlights na blonde sa may dulo ng buhok niya. Mga 4 inches long ang blonde hair niya. she's petite and well, pretty.. She's oozing with s8x appeal. May mga marka ang mukha niya gaya ng nasa mga pusa.
At dahil si Seb ang student body i asked him. "Sino yun?" Tinutukoy ko yung naka catwoman attire.
"Ah si George?" Seb
"Kilala mo?" Warren
"Oo. Business Ad rin kinukuha niya. Transferee. two weeks ago lang siya nag transfer."
"kaya pala she's a fresh face. She's hot by the way." Vash
Natawa nalang kami ng binatukan ni River si Vash.
"Any more infos about her?" Ako
"Her name is Georgina and she's a bombshell." Seb
"Yes she is. She's really hot. I want to get her number." Warren
"She's from Australia. Ewan ko nga ba at bakit dito siya nag-aaral ngayon. Second year na siya." Seb
"Sisterhood ata yan eh. Sort of initiation" River
"May alam ka tungkol sa mga yan?" Vash to River
"Oo naman noh, muntik na nga ako marecruit noong first year after ko manalo sa pageant ng leader nila na si Nicole." River
"Nicole Suarez? yung Fortis et Liber sisterhood ba yun?" Vash
"Don't tell me you dated Nicole???" River to Vash
Napatingin na kami sa kanila. Lalo na kay vash. Iniisip ata ng p*ta kung nakipagdate ba siya sa leader ng F.E.L. Mukhang makakasaksi kami ngayon ng away magsyota ah.
"Well. To be honest, I used to."
"You bedded her??"
"Ahmm...."Vash
Napangisi kami sa reaksyon ni Vash. parang ginigisa sa sariling mantika eh. Tumayo bigla si River. At nag-umpisang maglakad.
"Saan ka pupunta?" Vash to River
"Time ko na. Wag mo na akong hintayin mamaya may practice ako."
After that ay umalis na si River. naiwan naman kaming naguguluhan lalo na si Vash.
"What's wrong with her?" Vash
"PMS-ing i think?" Warren
"That means, you should get your pretty ass off here and start explaining to her now." Seb
"Da*n women. i can't figure them out. They will be sweet and the next thing you knew, she's mad. Geeez!" tumayo na si Vash at sinundan ang tinahak ni River..
Napatingin ako ulit sa babaeng sinasabi ni Seb na si Georgina. At base sa nakikita ko, she's flirting with the team captain of the basketball team. Wew. Woman!
And woman like her, well, sila ang mga easy to get, and easy to f*ck. One of these days i'll surely get inside Georgina's pants. Well, she's hot at ang mga tulad niya ay short term hook ups ang hanap. At para mabaling ang isip ko sa iba at para hindi ko maisip si River, I'll make my self busy na lang with other girls. And Venice also.
Well, I have the right to screw around dahil hindi pa naman kami ni Venice and she said, okay naman daw na maghanap ako ng pwedeng maka laro habang wala siya.
River's POV
Nakaka-inis alam mo yun? Yung mga lalaking, sa tabi na nila girlfriend nila kung saan-saan pa lumilibot mga mata nila. Lalo na si Vash! Sarap tusukin mga mata niya!
Alam mong, ikaw katabi niya, ikaw malapit sa kanya pero ang atensyon niya nasa iba? Nakakasakit lang diba?? Sakaka isip ko di ko namalayan na may umaagapay na sakin. Si Vash!
"Baby. hatid na kita." Vash
"Okay lang. Kaya ko na. Bumalik ka na doon." Ako
"Hindi Baby, ihahatid kita."
"Okay nga lang sabi eh."
"Nagseselos ba ang baby ko?" Vash
Huh! AKO MAGSESELOS????? ITAGA MO SA BATO, DUMAAN MAN ANG MARAMING PASKO, KAHIT NA KULUBOT NG BALAT, KAHIT NA, HIRAP KA NG DUMILAT (Aminin kinanta niyo!)
OO SELOS NA SELOS NA SELOS NA SELOS AKO TO THE Nth POWER AT DI KO ALAM KUNG SAAN AKO NAGSESELOS!
"AT BAKIT NAMAN AKO MAGSESELOS?"
"NAGSESELOS ANG BABY KO?"
"Hindi ah."
"Sige nga pa kiss nga." Vash
"LECHE. DOON KA HUMINGI NG HALIK SA NICOLE MO AT SA GEORGE NA YUN!"
"Edi nagseselos ka nga?"
"Diba Hot sila? edi doon ka na. Alam kong gustong gusto mo naman eh!"
"Hot nga naman sila." Vash
"Kita mo na! Sinabi mo rin!" Ako
"Eh totoo naman kasi."
"At nasasabi mo pa talaga sa harapan ko ha! Aray naman diba? Nagawa mo pang tingnan sila sa harapan ko na parang wala lang."
"Wala naman talaga. Ah..Wait, medyo concerned lang ako. Medyo lang naman."
"Bahala ka na nga Vash."
I started to sob. Kung ikaw kaya marinig mo sa jowa mo yan? baka di lang iyak gawin mo! Kung di ko lang mahal tong Vash na to, inupakan ko na sana kanina pa!
"Alam mo bang, habang tinitingnan ko sila, ikaw iniisip ko?"
Napatigil ako sa paglalakad. Vash continued.
"Well, you will really look gorgeous if you wear that kind of costume. Pero di ko papayagang magsuot ka nun sa harap ng maraming tao., dahil ang katawan mo, for my eyes only."
"Lokohin mo lelong mo!"
"Patay na lolo ko!"
"Edi--"
"Pshhhhh! Makinig ka nga muna!"
Tumahimik na ako, nagpatuloy na naman si Vash
"Kung ikaw yung babaeng naka suot nun, humanda lahat ng lalaki. Atay lang nila ang walang latay. Di ko kayang isipin na magsusuot ka ng ganoon, well, to the contrary, inisip ko nga pero dapat dalawa lang tayo. Kaya wag kang magselos"
"As if naman mapipigilan kong magselos, utot nga di napipigilan, selos pa kaya?" River
"Wag mong pairalin selos mo. Girlfriend kita at importante ka sa akin. Wag mong hayaan na ang selos ang magpagitna sa atin. Basta lagi mong tatandaan, sayo lang ako naging ganito. Sayo lang ako naging seryoso." Vash
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